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| ok no one is home for me to talk to them so im gunna let it all out on here..... how can you act one way to your bf's family then be totally diffrent when your not with them? I know how she really is. If she was like how she is when she is around the family i would not have problem because she is nice, doesnt smoke, and every other word aint fuck, she doesnt say anything bad. Everyone in the family doesnt think she is that bad. And mom and dad how can they just not think of how she ran over someone and really didnt care. Honstely how can u just let that go. It just really makes me mad. How comes she cant be like rachel? Rachel is soooooo nice! i love her. but as for the other one SHE NEEDS TO GO! The family does not see the REAL way she is. well i think im done for now. talk to yall in a couple of months | | |
| Lets see... K.I.L.E- That was probably the best show i been to so far. I had alot of fun. Saw some hot show guys. Got to know other people better and meet new people. Oh an how could you forget waking up at 2 AM! and the little boy whistling at me and joelynn when we were doing tie outs haha. And that kids joke, all i can say is 10 year olds shouldnt know that stuff. But i wish i could go back to KILE Manhiem Farm Show- Well Pigs i did alright. Almost got 1st in showmanship but my pig kept laying down and he siad if i owuld have got it up faster that made me mad. but i did good in weight classes. And with the cattle well my steer got sick, i tryed everything i could to get it better but it didnt work. And i sold it but i found out today that he died so i lost money because i dont get the buy back money. Oh well i take this as a learning exp. But good news i got 1st in showmanship and I got GRAND CHAMP HEIFER!!!! so i was happy about that! leave comments and maybe ill update more | | |
| well things are getting back to normal somewhat compared to what i said in my last entry. I work at masonic now!!!! with the cattle! i enjoy it! well thats about it. and i have to say this for Amber I GOT A NEW BRAND NEW GF!!!! ( only she will know what that means!) i think it should be gf'SSSSS haha since hes a little pimp and all hahahah | | |
| I wish...
i wish the drama would stop ( im not pointing fingers at anyone it just needs to stop in gerenal), i wish my freind wasnt so dang bipolor, i wish my one best freind wouldnt be so moody , how can u be fine one day with me and the next act like u hate me... i dont think you realize how i feel about u. I wish things would go back to what they were like.
Sometimes i just want to go to hevan now so i dont have to deal with this crap.
heres some lyrics...
It's not easy saying this to you
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But boy before you go
I want you to know
I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find what
you're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me
I wish that things were different you know that
But still I'm happy for the time we had
You mean the world to me
Baby please believe
I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find what
you're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me
Losing you is tearing me apart
But a part of me will be with you no matter where you are
I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find what
you're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me
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| So i wont be on much in aug. if you wonder where im at just look u here this explains all.
1-3 PSU again ( with 4h)
5-8th beach ( yuck, but ill live) grantee ill be the only one with jeans and cat boots on at the board walk
12th- roundup
20-25th etown ill break this oen down for ya 20st- take stuff up,21st nothing, 22nd pig show, 23rd steer show, 24th help amber show i think and sale!!!!
28th- school starts ( help me) and i guess the way gill talks deisel engines class is gunna suck, that was the only class i was looking forward too | | |
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